Today I can proudly
call me as a sadak after attaining
my Guru’s Deeksha,my whole life has
been changed .
As a person I was restless short temper and self centered until one day a sadak
had entered my life, he had invited me one of the satsang which was held in Mangalore at Town hall in 2012 in December and he told me there would be a
chanting of Durga Shapatadi.
I was
happily accepted his invitation because I was trying to chant Durga Saptahati
shlokas part by part through CD but the script was in sanskrit so it was a tough
job for me.
As I heard Avadoot Babaji my first thought is I
had baba’s connection from last 6 yrs every morning used to watch his programmed in TV.
I found his way of teaching is totally different TUM CHAHTE KYA HO he would say all the time it was a very impressive and wonderring...as the years passed I have forgotten the whole thing, my daughter’s marriage and the birth of my grandson, I was totally occupied with my own world.
I found his way of teaching is totally different TUM CHAHTE KYA HO he would say all the time it was a very impressive and wonderring...as the years passed I have forgotten the whole thing, my daughter’s marriage and the birth of my grandson, I was totally occupied with my own world.
After I attended the shibir for 6 days and I had started to chant Durga saptashati at home by Babji’s grace I have got and very positive
energy within me and I found changes in my behavior i had become calm and very helpful and the guests felt very comfortable and felt the energy level is high at home and I was quiet happy for a period of time.
Once again
my desire to attend the shibir become very strong.Last Year on
2013 when my visit to India,I heard Baba's shibir will be holding in Indore.But being very optimistic ,my meeting with my
Guru not stopped me..When my husband was down I had
expressed my desire to attend the Indore shibir and also told him if he is not interested to stay out and we both decided to travel to attend the shibir.While
I am traveling I always felt my Guru is along with me and I could feel his
presence all the time. For my surprise my husband enjoyed Babaji's shibira lot.
..My 7days shibir is one of the mile stone of my life.
I was
totally surprised to see the big crowd all over from India it looked like
another world people were very warm friendly and happy. While I see Avadoot Baba Swami Shivanandji’s my
heart skip the beating ....because I was always
praying Babaji and requesting him to see
him personally . To be honest right from my childhood Lord Shiva was my favorite and I was sure Lord shiva connected me with my
Guru.
And hear
onward my journey went turned into another direction I start visiting to few
shivirs and met few divine sadaks who has changed my life.
In chennai shivir there were many NRI's from all over the world,young and divine souls ..looking at them i start questioning myself where was I ? am I too late? And sincerely hope I am not so late ....I was surprised to see the young girls running to help a hand while serving,cleaning the plates etc.
Especially in Goa the foreigners were the highest followers of Babaji, their chanting of swadhya (bhajans) I really fell like hiding under my chair.....
Today
I am the creator of my own destiny.
I choose excellent health for myself,I choose prosperity for myself,
and I choose wonderful loving relationship for myself.
I am here not to have fear,anger,disease or suffering but just to give love unconditional love.
I don't give others the powers to choose for ME...Why let others choose for you?
Awaken your God you name it as Allah,Ram or Jesus he is within you! Before sleeping call Him and He comes.
mama
NAMAHA SHIVAYA.
In chennai shivir there were many NRI's from all over the world,young and divine souls ..looking at them i start questioning myself where was I ? am I too late? And sincerely hope I am not so late ....I was surprised to see the young girls running to help a hand while serving,cleaning the plates etc.
Especially in Goa the foreigners were the highest followers of Babaji, their chanting of swadhya (bhajans) I really fell like hiding under my chair.....
Today
I am the creator of my own destiny.
I choose excellent health for myself,I choose prosperity for myself,
and I choose wonderful loving relationship for myself.
I am here not to have fear,anger,disease or suffering but just to give love unconditional love.
I don't give others the powers to choose for ME...Why let others choose for you?
Awaken your God you name it as Allah,Ram or Jesus he is within you! Before sleeping call Him and He comes.
mama
NAMAHA SHIVAYA.
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